Perhaps I stepped into the wrong universe
Crowded room.
Happy faces.
So much joy and laughter.
I should feel it too
But no. All I feel is doom
Finally spot the reason I’m here
Can’t shake off this feeling.
Outsider outsider
He hasn’t changed much.
Deeper furrows line his Forehead
The same great hug
But I Still can’t shake off the feeling.
The voices. Forget it. Give it up
The same words I repeat to myself everyday
My personal mantra
I feel it from somewhere within
The urge to run is becoming stronger
Flee flee. You don’t belong here.
Maybe if I walk straight, they won’t notice that I don’t belong
I stood half a chance
Wonder what made me believe I could do this
Finally, I can’t stand it anymore
The voices in my head screaming at highest pitch
Outsider outsider
So I flee from it all.
Just keep walking. Yes that’s it.
Fresh air finally. I can breathe now
Relief
But not for long.
Silent sobs
Threatening to let loose
Increased pace.
Got ta escape.
Find release.
what’s the problem sister?
The cab man’s voice brings me back
