Perhaps I stepped into the wrong universe
So much joy and laughter.
I should feel it too
But no. All I feel is doom
Finally spot the reason I’m here
Can’t shake off this feeling.
He hasn’t changed much.
Deeper furrows line his Forehead
The same great hug
But I Still can’t shake off the feeling.
The voices. Forget it. Give it up
The same words I repeat to myself everyday
My personal mantra
I feel it from somewhere within
The urge to run is becoming stronger
Flee flee. You don’t belong here.
Maybe if I walk straight, they won’t notice that I don’t belong
I stood half a chance
Wonder what made me believe I could do this
Finally, I can’t stand it anymore
The voices in my head screaming at highest pitch
So I flee from it all.
Just keep walking. Yes that’s it.
Fresh air finally. I can breathe now
But not for long.
Threatening to let loose
Got ta escape.
what’s the problem sister?
The cab man’s voice brings me back